Fundamental beliefs

My most fundamental belief is that I am worthy.  When something bad happens in life, this fundamental belief defends me against the world. Knowing that I am worthy helps me feel a sense of belonging. However, being worthy is my belief, not other people's beliefs. Thus, other people think of me as worthless. Even if they think am worthless, they are not right.  If I believe they are right, then I will be treating myself unworthy.  Note that I do not gain my worth so that I can be acceptable. In other words, I do not measure my self-worth when I am in good relationship with other people.  I prove my worthiness in all circumstances.  Each time, I have a greater sense of freedom and there is nothing that would make me feel unworthy. I have evidence that despite how people see me, I am aware of who I am.  In life, I have learned that some people feel a sense of worth if they have made a significant change in people's lives. Personally, worthiness is already in me.  I have a sense that I have a purpose.  My fundamental belief is that I am worthy within and I trust my heart.  As I said before, people may see me as unworthy but since my worthiness is inside me, people cannot change my decision. Thus, being worthy is within. My self-worth is not determined by factors such as physical appearance, people, friends, relationships, or money.  I am worthy because I look within and believe that I am worthy. In general, what makes me believe that I am worthy is my strong sense of self.  I do not look at myself through the eyes of other people but I find my worthiness within, not without.